Saint Rantic

August 23, 2005

To all the girls i have loved before(Updated)

Filed under: Ancient Mmusings! — laks @ 12:19 am

Dedicated to you is the pink floyd song Coming Back To Life:

Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching
Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless
Because the things you say and the things you do surround me
While you were hanging yourself on someone else’s words
Dying to believe in what you heard
I was staring straight into the shining sun

Lost in thought and lost in time
While the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted
Outside the rain fell dark and slow
While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime

I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life

I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And headed straight..into the shining sun

Update: This is not a song for the pain and the suffering that i went through when i broke up. the words that motivate me are four lines

I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life

and

I knew the waiting had begun
And headed straight..into the shining sun

The last line is what touches me the most. Breaking up is usually one of the most dark times of ones life. I did exactly what the last line says… headed straight into the shining sun.

Most of what i learnt in my life is from my crushes and my broken affairs. They did not personally teach me anything, but I learnt the passive and latent lessons that were becoming apparent to me in those turbulent times.

I learnt the lessons from the break up. I stood up. Looked at the bright sunny side of life… and just walked straight into it!!!!!!

The affairs broke me.. they tore down my heart… but I grew with them… it made me what I am

8 Comments »

  1. “For killing the past and coming back to life”.

    great :) and good luck in your new journey towards love.

    Comment by still_figuring_out — August 23, 2005 @ 9:04 am

  2. Nostalgic Laks,
    Looks like u are looking for one now, by kicking the past.

    Have fun.

    Sandeep

    Comment by MORHIA — August 23, 2005 @ 1:15 pm

  3. Hey laks, best luck, dude! Me too in the same boat!

    Comment by khelnayak — August 23, 2005 @ 8:49 pm

  4. SFO: I am not looking for one gal… but yes… if someone comes to me then let us see….[KhelNayak would have a laugh at this statement… but still… i say it]

    Morhia: Kicking ass yes… Kicking back the time… no… its just a song that i can relate to completely… so i posted it… thanks for the complements anyways

    Khelnayak: WIsh u find that wonderfull gal u are searching for… who knows.. in the next flight maybe :-) )

    Comment by laks — August 24, 2005 @ 1:38 am

  5. Yeah…laks..indeed i had a hearty laugh! And btw, are u really not looking for that gal??? :) )

    Comment by khelnayak — August 24, 2005 @ 10:07 am

  6. LOvers always love again.

    Comment by MORHIA — August 29, 2005 @ 5:23 pm

  7. good luck boy… :)
    don worry we all are on the same boat… get fubared then rise again…

    life goes on…..

    Comment by pills — August 29, 2005 @ 9:46 pm

  8. Pills: Yeah man… its the same story… and u know what.. some day u wont get fubared… thats when things will work…

    Morhia: I tend to remember the song “what is love” by haddaway… be sure to hear the song. i am posting the lyrics of it now.

    Comment by laks — August 30, 2005 @ 12:04 am

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