Success
Enough of ranting about failure and success…………. I have been a mediocrite till now…. have to pick myself up… have to pick myself up……………………………………..
I know what i am…. I have to reach the skies…………….have to build my dream… have to build my dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Totally frustrated 
will write something more soon…. till then, good morning , good afternoon and good night!!!!
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reason: I am not an IITian, nor an IIM guy nor anything….. that is how success is measured in India!!!!!
If I ever reach a commanding position, i shall make sure that i will never EVER discriminate one candidate to another based on where they are coming from, what is their race, color, ethinicity, insititution etc etc.
Enough of this academic hypocricy, which measures individuals by one sample of exam data…. I can rant on and on… and u can argue to prove me wrong.. i dont really care…because its not what we say that matters, its what we do!
I got the second publication of my life (and maybe the last one) in Speech Signal Processing in a European Conference (the first was on Fiber Optics) . It feels great and all… I am happy at all of our efforts especially pills.. for all the intense coding and not to mention the intense bike riding he did. And to S ChandraSekhar, our all knowing SigProc Guru. Without these people I would have literally have no academic credibility, other than the courses that i have taken. Thanks Pills and Chandra!
though the fruits have come in very late, when it is more or less irrelevant to me. This was my hardest try….. with all my sincerity… and yet… it did not work out when it should have…all my life i lost out because something did not click.. something was out of phase… something became irrelevant… cannot help but crib that i may be just a mediocrite.. a low IQ guy fit to do plumbing work somewhere. THis is what i feel i am till now, please dont compare with me people who hang out with me, u might conclude the wrong stuff!
So now i am fed up.. with economics.. with the demand supply chain of education, girls, perfect match, perfect house, perfect family….
will rant more on the demand supply scenario of girls… that would be a nice thing to write about!